jealousy, its something everyone has and experiences at least once in their life and to anyone who says they dont feel it is a straight up liar. every so often the green with envy monster comes out and takes over making you feel pissed, angry, upset, sad, gshdjhss and eveyrthing in between. ill be the first one to admit that im an EXTREMELY jealous person when it comes to some things. clothes accomplishements things like that not so much but when it comes to boys….yeah thats where it gets bad. so why am i randomly writing about this now? well belugs just posted an obnoxious status saying how shes going to PA with her smushh <3 [aka whatshisname] -_- like really bitch REALLLY

yup im jealous, i am like its one thing to hang out at his house but to go on a roadtrip with him……that just flat out sucks. like i would diee to do that and its just obnoxious because she so doesnt deserve that like she just doesnt. everything about her is so fake and so wrong like trust me i can guarentee you im not jealous of her as a person like i love who i am and i would NEVER EVER wanna be her but im just jealous of the situation because quite frankly shes living my dream. like these are all the things id wanna be doing with him but instead its her and it sucks :/

i was gonna o on a long ass tangent about this and hoow i dont even waanna picture them together or anything like that but im over the initial anger so rant over